I've had this reoccouring nightmare

That I was loved for who I am...

Do they sell rockets for ass shaking? I need to do some serious ammounts of it, and soon. Hell, it might even be too late already. What to do when you like someone, alot, alot alot, but don't have the facilities to be, yes just be, with them? Physicality is a giant part of my giant self, and an equal part of the giant... NOT giant other piece, when deprived, frustration ensues and fuck, might as well walk away.

FRIENDS?

Now I'm not saying that the love of my life has fallen into my hands, but shit it feels like a good thing. Now, when someone's hanging by a thread from the edge of a cliff, doing their damndest to hold onto their dignity and life, what would a friend do? Throw knifes at you and hope you fall, yep, that's what they'd do. Time to cut some fat and get things rolling with pretty princess that goes by _____.... If I haven't died from a femur through the heart yet.