Straight up, schoolgirl ramble

So last night I could have done three things, and chose one.

It all starts with going out to lunch with Marco, and Rodney calls him. Marco suggest that Rodney should call me, because he hasn't in like a month, that ass. So sure enough I make plans for dinner with Rodney and 4 others where they bring up going over to their place later and hanging out. While this discussion happens, my retard turmoil starts. Sarah texts me saying come get my hair cut, which could lead to a good talk and just general good night. Then, LIZ texts me, asking if I want to go to a movie, I mull it over and decide to choose Liz's thing over all of them, mainly because she's an okay girl and I want to keep up a good relationship.

I get dressed up hella nice, go to the theater, get compliments, act nice, don't push myself on anyone, you know the deal. So durring this mediocre movie, all they're talking about is going to a party afterward with mutual friends and having a good time. now at this movie is Julia and her date Allan, besides Liz and I. I'll lay it like this; Julia didn't want to go alone with Allan, so she invites Liz. Liz doesn't want to be the odd man out so she invites me, gay. Well after the movie they're all talking about usual stupid shit like cuttin up and trippin about moms being there and blood. I just keep my smile and look good, walk Liz to her car while Julia lets Allan know what the plans are while she walk him to his respective car. So I ask Liz what's up next, no answer, she quickly talks to someone who's not there, nice right? Next words out of her mouth are "Okay bye". Just like that, my nights over, almost. I text two people I know that live right there, one's in bed, the other one is whatevs, has to work or some shit.

Later, at home, I hit the bed at about 1 a.m. only te be texted at 3a.m. by none other than LIZ. Yup, after hella skating on me earlier about doing something, it crashes and she wants me to drive hella far to hang out with her for like 10 minutes. So I answer a couple texts, then let them stack to three before I respond, just to see if she's really interested. I end it with a hella douche move, after her "awww, k. Night" text, I just reply with "ok bye". Sooo won't be suprised if I never hear from her again, because this is the second time I ended the convo as an asshole.

If she does contact me again... Fuck my life