WHY AM I SUCH A NON-LADIES MAN?! I know how to talk, entertain, and persuade, all when called upon, but not when it comes to girls that I'm interested in.
Let's delve into today. Started at about 7am, went to class until 11, then sat around waiting for Marco. Now, the whole while, thinking of a certain pretty girl and how I can get to her without seeming like a creep. Marco and I go to lunch, I talk to him a little about the girl, we talk about life, end lunch and go back to school. I get a call... from none other. I already had plans to hang out with one of her best friends, who forbid us from ever talking, so I have to keep this on the DL and make it seem like we're just friends, for now, because I don't want to deal with it just yet. I do a favor for her with the friend but can't really bring her up in conversation, even though she's just knocking to come out. The friend and I hang out, still, not talking about her, slowly killing me.
The time comes when I have to go give her something, alone, and that's when things all go to shit. I pretty much turn into a bumbling fool who can't think or talk right around her. I'm pretty sure I offended her a little, and didn't amuse her to the best of my ability, even though I got a kiss out of it. So, I leave, sweaty and pissed at myself, only to text her and sound more desperate and douchy.
Good times, man.
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