Ground and Pound

there's more to this world

2011-02-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

than personal happiness. Kill it, end it now you fool, this is your life now, but what of your life in the future then, when your health eats you, when your fling is all ended. What of those that care, you're losing them over someone that doesn't, all they have is unknown feelings and a piece of solace, a cement paver that is there, and they're wearing it down to the gravel already.

SAD, DEPRESED

2011-01-13T22:26:00.000-08:00

I'd go home and want to cry, but that's where it all starts, started, and will inevitably end.

impulse is one helluva drug

2011-01-12T20:35:00.001-08:00

Sometimes a guys just wants to get drunk as fuck and watch How It's Made for hours, know what I'm sayin'? VEGETA?!

Love and other drugs, too many parallels to draw a straight line between a movie and Connie, between me and reality. I love her, but she'll never know.

OO NA NA

2010-11-25T18:23:00.000-08:00

WAS MY MANE. OO NAA NAAAA, WAS MY NAME.

I'm at it again, breaking things with no rhyme or reason. Trying hard and sincerity arent enough for me, I need to be someone else, seems to work better. I hate the phone. I hate text (although I love print). I hate distance and the impossible.

Out with the Marshall

2010-11-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

In with the sweet life. New place coming soon. Best news in a looong while too. Got me a HOT hunnie that I can talk to... THAT I CAN TALK TO. She even laughs at my terrible terrible jokes (or at me, which is 90% of the purpose of the joke) Just so happy right now donno it's feeling good.

When and where... and why, plus run on sentences, by law, not by ear.

2010-10-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

When I get a severe(!) buzzzzz going, shit gets done! Instead of going A to B to INFINITY, things seem sequential. Other sequential and alwas disappointjing things in my life seem to be taking a turn for the bomb diggid-ty. For some GODSENT reason, I met thee cutest girl I've ever seen in my life at work like a month ago, but that's not te reason for this whole shit, the reason for this other nounthatisntasoffensive is that she wanted to talk to me! ME! Throwing it away like "yeah sure what do you get out of this dare" situation, I got the unexpected and irreparable arrow sent in a text message form... ugh! I hate you text, but I love that you give me these chances... ANYWAY. There's this hella dope girl from Chico that seems to dig me, and well no shit I dig her, she's got it all, including some unfortunate remnants of me. Man-o-man things are so dope for me right now, PSYCHE, but they are in this field. I just hope my crumbling health and monetary status don't destroy this one tiny(LOLOOLOLOOLOL she's small) golden Rumpelstiltskin thread of complete undeserving serenity. Now time to take this retard strength and do like 400 pushups and clean everything I own!

holyyyy shit

2010-04-04T02:53:00.000-07:00

I forgot how much fun it was to go to partys ALONE. I can't stress the aloe part. Yeah sure, eye candy is nice to bring along for appearances, but who are you kidding, I'm eye candy enough for guys and gals! I proved it time and time again, and tonight was no different. In the past, I just used parties to talk to people I was trying to court and find out their true self, but now, fuck it. I'll keep those interactions separate to one on one encounters! A wild Rachel has appeared!

But, f'realz........... solo is the way to GO. No looking after cunts, no monopolized time, and freedom to talk to anyyyyyone.

fuuuuuck

2010-03-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

i need a 40 and a bag of cheetos, stat

2010-03-07T14:01:00.000-08:00

I'm in an inexplicable and unwarranted good mood today, what the fuck yes.

I think it's THE KNIFE, or maybe that the elephant in one of my rooms got eaten last night.

I've had this reoccouring nightmare

2010-02-22T22:54:00.000-08:00

That I was loved for who I am...

Do they sell rockets for ass shaking? I need to do some serious ammounts of it, and soon. Hell, it might even be too late already. What to do when you like someone, alot, alot alot, but don't have the facilities to be, yes just be, with them? Physicality is a giant part of my giant self, and an equal part of the giant... NOT giant other piece, when deprived, frustration ensues and fuck, might as well walk away.

FRIENDS?

2010-02-05T23:30:00.001-08:00

Now I'm not saying that the love of my life has fallen into my hands, but shit it feels like a good thing. Now, when someone's hanging by a thread from the edge of a cliff, doing their damndest to hold onto their dignity and life, what would a friend do? Throw knifes at you and hope you fall, yep, that's what they'd do. Time to cut some fat and get things rolling with pretty princess that goes by Sarah.... If I haven't died from a femur through the heart yet.

Went dancing

2009-12-21T17:55:00.000-08:00

Lead great, all the girls said so, except one. I kept stepping on her feet, and if I let go she would have vanished into the floor because she was leaning away so much. She called me a bad dancer, too bad.

Keep your radar 2 the sky

What I'm thankful for:

2009-11-26T15:19:00.000-08:00

I'll let you know when I lose it, because that's when I'll know.

2009-11-08T17:30:00.000-08:00

I need to work out.

Ambling Alp, sweet song.

Lonely

2009-10-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

So lonely.

If there was a comical little face to animate how I feel, it would be fucking sad.

Like you gon' melt.

2009-10-10T09:48:00.000-07:00

ELECTRIC EEEEEL!

Come break me in, Sandman.

2009-10-09T01:02:00.000-07:00

Having someone to hold, to touch, to just quite frankly have around me, that's all I really need, ever. It's a shame, all this handsome and nothing to back it up. Sometimes I feel like I should cry about it, imagine the false embrace of myself, a pressure to rival an empty cookie jar of disappointment. If they'd come around, I would probably too, but yet one begets another.

why wont Chronos just give me a break? I know what time it is, no need to remind me. Roll on, roll on this little train says Jim James. He also says to break, you man. But, am I one? The person I miss is in the future, and the past, but just not in the mirror.

Sincerity is a past novelty now, who actually wants to heed a good morning? Routine does, that's who, but what a bitch they are. If one was to take the time to reflect the sentiment that is portrayed by empty words, what would happen? I'd fucking cry, for sure. To be sincere and particular... I'd die for it.

But, again, none of this is possible without a ground to stand on, literally. This isn't my ground, my internet, or even my computer. Footholds make all the difference, I suppose, and suppose is all I can do until my shit's together. All of the above is null until I roll my own carpet down.

Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? Me neither, but I'm sure it would make the world more tolerable. Plus, it's a false sense of warmth when a girl gets to do it. Oh, silly you, she's only moving you out of the way so she can fuck someone else where you were laying.

Sometimes, I miss being fat. Miss being able to eat like a fatass and shrug it off. Miss being an everlasting source of heat that produces non-stop without fail. Miss being able to throw on any XL shirt from anywhere and look okay. Miss being able to settle with another fat chick. But hey, now the ladies talk to me... even though it's mainly about my damn hair.

Maybe my bedroom IS an accurate representation of my life; Cluttered. Sure I've done more than the average 40 year old, but what do I have to show for it? Nothing. What stories can you tell from them? None.. My minds already fragmented, the future will be grand, especially with the being able to build off past experiences part... NOT.

I need to be better, somehow.

Cloudy skies, be my mask. Be my reason to be depressed. Be my outlet of excuses. By my bane of progress. Just be mine.

Straight up, schoolgirl ramble

2009-09-29T15:03:00.000-07:00

So last night I could have done three things, and chose one.

It all starts with going out to lunch with Marco, and Rodney calls him. Marco suggest that Rodney should call me, because he hasn't in like a month, that ass. So sure enough I make plans for dinner with Rodney and 4 others where they bring up going over to their place later and hanging out. While this discussion happens, my retard turmoil starts. Sarah texts me saying come get my hair cut, which could lead to a good talk and just general good night. Then, LIZ texts me, asking if I want to go to a movie, I mull it over and decide to choose Liz's thing over all of them, mainly because she's an okay girl and I want to keep up a good relationship.

I get dressed up hella nice, go to the theater, get compliments, act nice, don't push myself on anyone, you know the deal. So durring this mediocre movie, all they're talking about is going to a party afterward with mutual friends and having a good time. now at this movie is Julia and her date Allan, besides Liz and I. I'll lay it like this; Julia didn't want to go alone with Allan, so she invites Liz. Liz doesn't want to be the odd man out so she invites me, gay. Well after the movie they're all talking about usual stupid shit like cuttin up and trippin about moms being there and blood. I just keep my smile and look good, walk Liz to her car while Julia lets Allan know what the plans are while she walk him to his respective car. So I ask Liz what's up next, no answer, she quickly talks to someone who's not there, nice right? Next words out of her mouth are "Okay bye". Just like that, my nights over, almost. I text two people I know that live right there, one's in bed, the other one is whatevs, has to work or some shit.

Later, at home, I hit the bed at about 1 a.m. only te be texted at 3a.m. by none other than LIZ. Yup, after hella skating on me earlier about doing something, it crashes and she wants me to drive hella far to hang out with her for like 10 minutes. So I answer a couple texts, then let them stack to three before I respond, just to see if she's really interested. I end it with a hella douche move, after her "awww, k. Night" text, I just reply with "ok bye". Sooo won't be suprised if I never hear from her again, because this is the second time I ended the convo as an asshole.

If she does contact me again... Fuck my life

Shaping up, phase 1

2009-09-27T14:12:00.001-07:00

Body.

Running was my worst enemy, mainly because of his everlasting partner, gravity. As of lately, things are a little different in these parts. That old bastard gravity isn't as strong anymore, and my body can overtake him now. No more bouncing boobs, no more jiggling thighs, no more smashed feet, no sir. Two miles today, two miles... TWO MILES! Now that's nothing spectacular in itself, but what was is that at the end, I wasn't out of breath or tired. I can probably clock a mile in the 6-7 minute mark now, sheesh.

A couple people from my life are now friendly to me again, which is pretty cool. Actually more than pretty cool, because now they can get to know the real me, as bro-hoes... Though I think I may have already ruined one of the relationships again, already. Oh well lol.

2009-09-06T15:02:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been lonely, I couldn't tell you why.
She lives without emotion.
It makes me better , only for the night!
Only for the night!
Only for the night!

Hudson Mohawke

Have I Grown Up?

2009-08-21T19:33:00.000-07:00

Or is it just one more facet in my Mask of Marshall? Sure getting faceshitted is fun enough, but when it's for a girl, things are even better! Or they are for a quick minute, then when it's all over and done, what's there to talk about? Other people? Next please.

Going to try a mature stable girl. Not as cute, for now, but it'll pay off big. Well, at least I believe what I say, and that's what pseudo counts, rite man, rite? Only problem with this new life approach is, like stated; Am I lying to myself, as in, am I ready to be that mature?

Four hands and then away!

we're all gonna die alone

2009-08-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

oh horatio, oh horatio

Marshall + fallback girls=

2009-08-10T14:35:00.000-07:00

Springtime, summertime, falltime, winter, here's the last thing you should remember.

Baby When You're Gone by Juvelen, I was going to expand but I'm going to swim instead.
-Poll was closed... AHEM. Like I was saying, If you meet a "Hi my name is Sarah/Liz and I like to party", remember they're out to be a fling, or less. Try to find a Jennifer, but 50lbs lighter. She was a keeper, a good ol fashioned woman who likes to be cared for and not play games.

Hot body= happy mind.

You've died in my heart so go ahead and live in his arms.

Why, kid?

2009-08-05T21:16:00.000-07:00

Why you in the shits, youngblood? Living at home and liking girls that don't like you is pretty sad, but you still have yourself, and your real friends.

Going out to drink? Doesn't have to be with beautiful people! Shit, it's better with the fat nerds, they listen and care about what you have to say just as much as you care. Plus, who are you kidding?

Hey you! You really should have known. Just because, that's good enough reason to do anything, especially if you're going to be the typical hypocritical youth. "I'ma be real widdit".

How Fast We Touched

2009-07-31T19:10:00.001-07:00

I was just frontin' you know I want you babe.

For kicks

Just relax, kiddo.

2009-07-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

Be yourself. You're introverted, shy, quiet, and apprehensive. Fuck yes you are. To your best friends you're helpful, some would say to the max, caring, fucking hilarious, supportive, provocative, and a stand up gentleman, and loud.

So, if the girl is crazy enough to waste enough time on you, it'll pay off. But, until then, be yourself, just more of it. Chill session.

Nobody told me that Swedish singers were BEASTS. They have Pacific!, Tiger Lou, and Juvelen.

ROCK.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Nps8w2HkMU&fmt=18

I just realized she was being handcuffed at the end of the song...

Remember This song

2009-06-29T20:03:00.000-07:00

This Holiday by Phunk Investigation. Try to remember that work is a babe farm too.

"Well let the music, let the music playay."

FML

2009-06-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

Seriously, FML. How drama can it get. A girl I liked trying to fuck my good friend, and wanting to be my friend still. FML. A cool friend wants to kiss and I turn into the AWKWARD BEAST. FML. I let my friends text for me, not just to people, but to the girl I kissed. FML. I surrounded myself with shit that I know would go bad. FML.

So what I'm trying to say is Fuck my life, I guess. Whatever man, I'll go gay eventually, I swear.

But hey, you still look good, you sexy beast of a man, you.

Oh dear

2009-06-08T17:46:00.000-07:00

lying awake again and I don't know what's happening.

marshall, you get a girl you feel for and can talk to, not just some cute piece of ass that jumps at you. Got it, dumbass?

Dead and Gone

2009-05-16T21:28:00.001-07:00

Anything Justin Timberlake sings on is golden in my ears

I just heard this sweet song on the radio: Nikki-The Dream

For fucking realz.

2009-05-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

WHY AM I SUCH A NON-LADIES MAN?! I know how to talk, entertain, and persuade, all when called upon, but not when it comes to girls that I'm interested in.

Let's delve into today. Started at about 7am, went to class until 11, then sat around waiting for Marco. Now, the whole while, thinking of a certain pretty girl and how I can get to her without seeming like a creep. Marco and I go to lunch, I talk to him a little about the girl, we talk about life, end lunch and go back to school. I get a call... from none other. I already had plans to hang out with one of her best friends, who forbid us from ever talking, so I have to keep this on the DL and make it seem like we're just friends, for now, because I don't want to deal with it just yet. I do a favor for her with the friend but can't really bring her up in conversation, even though she's just knocking to come out. The friend and I hang out, still, not talking about her, slowly killing me.

The time comes when I have to go give her something, alone, and that's when things all go to shit. I pretty much turn into a bumbling fool who can't think or talk right around her. I'm pretty sure I offended her a little, and didn't amuse her to the best of my ability, even though I got a kiss out of it. So, I leave, sweaty and pissed at myself, only to text her and sound more desperate and douchy.

Good times, man.

Scheduled Outrage: 3:00 p.m. PST

2009-05-10T13:30:00.000-07:00

It's because I want you too, cute bastard.

Summer is about to rock my world, hard. It's time to get the job, find the house, seek and destroy a girl. The whole life thing is scheduled to start this week, maybe Monday?

argh

2009-05-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

/frustration

How does a man counteract the move-in-for-the-kiss from a girl that's perfect for him? It burns, it burns. It burns...

fuck cock ballsack, man, she's too cute

MOVE GIRL

2009-04-28T19:12:00.000-07:00

LIKE YOUR ASS ON FIRE; I'LL LIGHT YOUR ASS ON FIRE.

Yesterday was the Death Cab for Cutie concert, and let me tell you! Cold War Kids was my main reason for going, but as we approach, what do I see on the pillars, " Cold War Kids will not be performing tonight". That was a ballsack sandwich that I didn't want to eat, seriously. It turned out alright, I guess. Ra Ra Riot got to play an extended set, which was cool, because they didn't suck. Main event, Death Cab played usual Death Cab things, we enjoyed, end of concert.

After all that, we went to various food places where we repeatedly told to go away, so we ended up at Hot Rods (Slowest service ever) where Sarah just decided to let me know she had work in 6 hours. So eatage, transportage, end of nightage. I'd give the concert a B-, mainly because the ONE song I wanted to hear was the last one they played in the encore, but hey, they played it.

BOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW

2009-04-09T14:34:00.000-07:00

Yessssss, I just found it! I can't wait to pump this in my Porsche.

Bidibodi Bidibu!

On my way to the Death Cab concert, I saw an Animal Collective CD, so I wanted to listen to some

MAH GARLS

2009-03-29T16:06:00.000-07:00

She don't put that curl in your toes when she makes your body roll and that girl ant got the soul that I do.

Girls... What the hell, man. When I was younger they wanted nothing to do with me, but now I have to keep mace on me to keep from getting raped on a nightly basis. Thinking about taking a chance on someone's family, could end bad, but could end fine. w/e.

+

Somehow, somewhere, it's got to get better than this.

MGMT has 2 good songs

2009-03-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

and Kids is one (the other is Time to Pretend). I'll look back on march 2009 and say, "yeah, I listened to that song 600 times"

But, on the other shoe/foot/hand/breast, Junior Boys have this sweeeeeet song, In The Morning.

Why, yes, yes it has been a while.

2009-02-20T16:13:00.000-08:00

My buddy J just went through some shit and it's probably made him a better person. Time for him to get back on that train and for me to try the same.

Meanwhile, in a different frame.... Dance dance!

CFCF's Crystal Mines is totally bangin'

Wind, grind, then press rewind!

2009-01-27T17:19:00.000-08:00

I've been so busy getting down that I haven't posted anything! :O

Blues, West Coast, East Coast, Ballroom!

http://www.hotlinkfiles.com/files/753227_nvffc/loRida-MoveShake_Drop_Remix_.mp3

NAS is boss

Come on Eileen!

2008-09-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

As I continually edit this post, I notice I'm becoming more o

ptomistic because of the music.

http://www.duke.edu/~sfp/lax/Party.mp3

http://www.gangassets01.com/crystalcastles/Crimewave.mp3

http://h1.ripway.com/jdr8402/one_day_as_a_lion-wild_international.mp3

http://www.designdoom.com/music/wholewheatbread206.mp3

http://home.pcisys.net/~laser/(Dexy's Midnight Runners) Come on Eileen.mp3

http://premium.fileden.com/premium//14973/Come On Eileen 1.mp3

http://www.mt.net.mk/mediacorner/mp3/Kylie_Minogue-Slow.mp3

Run like Egmont, you need to live!

Come on babe, we can work it out

http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/4/7/963961/10 All is Full of Love.mp3

Degre

2008-08-23T18:23:00.000-07:00

http://sq.txdnl.com/mwt/s/k/u/l/skullcrusher_1/playlists/170501/1715327.mp3

http://home.insightbb.com/steelerfanbbs/MDM-06cyanide.mp3

I am human and I need to be loved

2008-08-03T15:59:00.000-07:00

How can I be loved by someone if I don't love myself?

http://charmed.monrezo.be/Music/The Smiths - How Soon Is Now.mp3

My friend, my friend..

2008-07-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

You've just been kicked in the nuts

A time to pass the passing time

2008-06-03T18:51:00.001-07:00

The vivid memories seem so close. The boy who stumbled into his nitch, far later than everyone else, and far more weathered. Accompanied by love and affection, nothing seemed greater, but now times are long and late. Stability of familiarity is changing around him, in a word, growth.

Rafa is graduating COLLEGE. Fuck man, things are moving, except me. I have a gameplan...

And a song! Tiger Lou- Christmas Eve

What is a daughter?

2008-05-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

Something to look forward to, I suppose. Or, something to be sought after, which will be my case.

http://file.saycupid.com/filedata/filestore7/clubdata/20050213/Damien%20Rice%20-%20The%20Blower's%20Daughter.mp3

New Boyfriend?

2008-04-21T00:41:00.000-07:00

I fucking wish. No, not for me, but for my coat tail. I don't want to drag it in the mud, but it's getting to that point.

http://thankscaptainobvious-music.net/Songs/02%20Sweet%20Talk.mp3

Lemmings

2008-04-05T14:44:00.001-07:00

I sure feel like one

http://audio.sxsw.com/2007/mp3/Johnossi-Man_Must_Dance.mp3

Don't go out the same door

2008-03-16T14:01:00.000-07:00

That you came from, a redundant spirit is a dead spirit.

http://www.hotlinkfiles.com/files/769937_yivsm/12-ThisTime_cut_.mp3

There goes my hero

2008-03-07T15:13:00.000-08:00

He knows how to make decisions.

Would you commit suicide to live life to the fullest for a short while? I'm thinking about doing it, it might be that I'm trying to make up for my past. Only I know, but I just don't want to look for the answer.

http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/12/31/1672418/Paramore - My Hero.mp3

Good job Paramore, justice.

Do nothing that is useless

2008-01-29T23:18:00.000-08:00

Musashi was right, why put lyrics in a song, it's about the sound.

http://www.fileden.com/files/2008/1/22/1713365/Blue Man Group - Rods And Cones.mp3

http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/2/24/817197/Blue%20Man%20Group%20-%20Drumbone.mp3

I hear the rain

2008-01-13T16:34:00.000-08:00

And it's telling me to go far. Maybe I need to watch life like it's TV. "It can't be [fucking] helped"

Yee

2007-12-04T20:17:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking about this song for the longest time, but never while I was at the computer. I'm not sure if it's some subliminal message, but I really like it.

Jagged Edge and Run DMC:

http://www.americanbrideohio.com/files/Jagged_Edge_-_Lets_get_Married_Remix_.MP3

To call or not to call

2007-11-17T00:45:00.000-08:00

I did call. I wished Leah a happy birthday, even though I really didn't want to talk to her. Welp, hope it was fun for her.

And I don't want to fall in love with you: http://chiron.blogs.psychologies.com/ecrannoirnuitsblanches/files/01_Wicked_Game_-_Wicked_Game_-_Chris_Isaak.mp3

Again: http://www.hotlinkfiles.com/files/462852_pwb3n/stuttering.mp3

OOOOOOOO, HOLY DIVER! http://bt.noblehost.com/misc/Holy%20Diver.mp3

She's a brick...

2007-11-04T02:03:00.000-08:00

and the rest is in this song.

http://www.wokeupwaytoolate.com/filedump/WASO%20mp3s/Ben%20Folds%20with%20WASO%20-%2007%20Brick.mp3

This version too, because I need a download source:

http://students.haverford.edu/crubin/WoC/rubin.1/folds_brick.mp3

Lnongest...

2007-10-16T16:09:00.000-07:00

...run...ever... /die

Seriously? Serious seriously?

2007-10-09T17:23:00.000-07:00

I know people are jaded these day, especially when it comes to human beings and their rights, man made and natural. There is a story I heard that I would like to share with you all, and you can form your own thoughts, because we would do that anyway, no matter what I say.

The story begins at around noon, or afternoon, or whenever old retired people and the unemployed are out and about at the same time (probably around 3 p.m., and for different reasons). A lady was at a crosswalk with her brand new shiny baby waiting for the green man to appear! Clash ow the walking man signals?! Naruto aside, ye... There was also an elderly woman there, waiting to cross the street.

I forgot how much I hate typing, so here is the end. Lady has the old maid hold the baby, then books it, leaving the baby with the grey. My thoughts were this "HAHAHAHAHAHA... fuck. Really? Seriously, no other way to get rid of a baby?"

And they smell like Pine-Sol

2007-09-28T01:17:00.000-07:00

Women are like the forest; mysterious and full of wolves.

Dear everyone,

I'm sorry if I hurt you, but I just can't bear to spend my final days slowly shrivelling up and drying out. We all know the end is coming. You might say I just took a shortcut. Please remember me as I was - green, moist, gently swaying in the breeze - and not as the grotesque red thing I turned into at the end. I love you all. Don't cry for me. I'm somewhere better now (on the ground, I mean) and I look forward to meeting you all there again someday.

Goodbye,
Leif Maple

Rising Sun? Battle of the Naruto dramatic titles!

2007-09-20T21:41:00.000-07:00

There is a house in New Orleans, they call the Rising Sun (read: sin)

This song is a classic, and today I talked to someone that thought Muse was the original artist and got pissed off when I said "I don't think Muse wrote that song". Oh now, how dare I insult their beloved "original" band. The most famous versions are by Bob Dylan, The Animals, and obviously The Muse.

I compiled a few of them here:

Muse: http://missbell.europe2blog.fr/miss_bellamy/files/house_of_the_rising_sun.mp3

The Animals: http://www.kloosterman.be/sounds/rising-sun.mp3

Dylan: http://kiv.pp.ru/house/music/bob_dylan.mp3

http://content.ytmnd.com/content/9/9/f/99f406a5583cf71d4ced0b5352a3a3e9.mp3

Yeee Son.

2007-08-24T14:58:00.001-07:00

Time to get down and dirty. Pop and lock it ll the way down.

http://www.kidamericaclub.com/ShortCircuit.mp3

So I'm using this blog as a download whore now, hope you don't mind.
(Do you like how I said "So" first? It's like I'm being a dick :D)

STEAL http://endji2.free.fr/Banque%20son/Daftpunklive/12.%20Aerodynamic%20%5BDaft%20punk%20remix%5D.mp3

I can, I shall.

2007-08-16T22:26:00.000-07:00

Rather than regret doing nothing, regret something you've done.

NameWithheldwouldbeLeah

2007-08-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

And what an exceptional idiot she is.

[00:27] Namewitheld: nevermind, sorry for bothering you, bye

..... AHHEEEEEEHEEEEEEE!

I'ma add this: http://justin.gaynotgay.com/lj/My Baby Daddy.mp3

I'ma add dis too: http://www.staytrueclothing.com/mp3/02 - Hang Me Up To Dry.mp3

dam so liek

2007-08-05T21:59:00.001-07:00

I'm going back to school to learn something in hopes of landing a phat job.
In the past, I haven't done so well in the college deal for some reason or another, possibly it's the time thing. Well now that's out of the way. I'm quitting my job at Kohl's to focus on school full time, maybe that will help me get through it, not maybe, hopefully. With that, I'll have no money. Noooooooo money. No money means no gas, no money means no insurance, no money means scarce food. The biggest one is the whole counterpart thing. I want someone, a certain someone, but how the hell am I going to take care of them if I can't do myself? I know that money shouldn't be an issue if you like/love someone, but damn, having it makes it alot easier to, y'know, live. With what little money I have left, I'll pay for my classes/books and HOPEFULLY get some tickets to a Foo Fighters concert.

Good luck Marshall, you will effing need that es.

2007-07-15T22:03:00.000-07:00

http://dodge77.com/June%202007/09%20Boy%20with%20a%20Coin.mp3

Spot holder. Hey, let's all be prothetic.

Whowhat? Twitter?

2007-07-10T21:43:00.000-07:00

Transformers, robots on the movie screen. Saw that mess with nine other nigs. No need to really elaborate, but I will. 10 comedians + crazy ass movie=good times. 10 friends + time after a movie= wtf lol.

2007-07-04T19:45:00.000-07:00

How did I spend the fourth of July? By blasting Swedish music as loud as I could, of course.

This band called The Knife is amazing, just amazing. There haven't been many bands that I just listen to for dayyyyys on end, but this is one. Here is my favorite song by them, it's called Heartbeats: http://theprettiestpony.typepad.com/the_prettiest_pony/files/01_heartbeats.mp3

Here is some cover that some guy did, not very good in my opinion, but the ladies will like it because it has acoustic guitar:

http://kocharhook.com/nick/sow/music/Jose%20Gonzalez%20-%20Heartbeats.mp3

Good luck guys, or guy, or Marshall. Maybe I should share this blog with someone.... NAH.

HEY GUYZ

2007-07-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

Lemme post da lyrics of a Chromeo song if I may, feeling a little poetic, " ". Damn man, that wasn't really as deep as I wanted it to be, but I should get out of the mud before I go into the mind. Rafael, I would like to thank you for being there, always. I hope you're having a good time in EL SALVADOR. OH YEAH, YOU FORGOT TO TELL ME YOU WERE LEAVING. Tennis is alot harder with a wall, it doesn't hit the ball right back to me like Rafa. But when did we ever hit it back and forth for over thirty seconds? Good luck with the Missionary stuff there, hope you come back enlightened, lord knows, I'll ask all kinds of crap that you want nothing more than to get away from when you return.

Hunger: A state of mind?

2007-07-03T11:59:00.000-07:00

Well, I haven't eaten ANYTHING over the last 60 hours, and I haven't had a meal for 72 hours. Honestly, I'm not hungry now either. The first day of this "fast" was the worst because of all the temptation and because it was the first day breaking a routine that I go through. Everything looked so good, even salads!! But on the second, and this day, I haven't really felt hungry.

Colonoscopy took place this morning, and the sedative didn't work so I was awake for the whole thing. When they found out 1/3 of the way through, I said "'scool" and they kept going on. It was like I was watching a spelunking video on three screens as they put the camera further in, snapped off a couple stalactites, and scraped on the walls.

Okay so this lack of nutrition is OBVIOUSLY affecting my train of thought and ability to form a sentence that makes sense. KFC here I come!

How much sushi could three friends stuff if three friends could stuff sushi?

2007-06-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

Let's say... twenty effing eight dishes. Tonight I was going to experience sushi for the first time with Allan and John C. at some place in Roseville, and experience it I did. The format of the place is: you come in, sit down, take a look at the menu of 100+ items, order 5 the first time around, then 3 each time after. If you don't finish the previous order, you don't get to order again, which lead to some serious scarfageing, because the buy in is $17. We ordered our first round, which was all sorts of rolls for John and I like the Elephant Roll, the Dragon Roll, the Rock and Roll, The Cock and Roll, and the Rainbow Roll while John ordered similar rollthingies. I ordered these things because the names were lol, and to be honest, I had NO clue what anything there was, so it was going to be a shot in the dark anyway. It all came at once, and in the middle of the table, so we all ate some of each. Of these dishes, one was exceptional, but which one was it? This is where the fun/pain began. We asked the lady what they were, and due to some serious language/depth perception barriers, we couldn't get a straight answer. She DID say they were Salmon Rolls, so when it was time for the second order, we ordered 3 servings of it.... which turns out was some crap that we orderd before, but didn't like, but thatswhat the lady said they were. So we had to eat these things to get to what we really wanted, which we did. By this time, we were all reaching out limit. We eventually reordered everything we started with just to find out what these things were, but we didn't get them again! It must have been something that was meant for another table. Next time, we will find out....

Is it any wonder I've got too much clap clap time on my hands

2007-06-27T04:46:00.000-07:00

Those hands, which are placed directly under my ass. They aren't tied either, which is embarrassing.

"Get good grades, don't fuck up." "Go to college, you need to because you will make us happy". Um, yeah, "FUCK YOU, I WON'T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME". But, what WILL I do, eh? Eh!? How about nothing? Been there, done that, learned stuff about myself. I like to do things, but not necessarily start them, which is why I'm here. I have been cruising with no place to go, but all life to get there. Now I have a velocity (read: retained school knowledge), and it's toward a line man for some company. I'll try to find my diploma so I can go check things out, and, if I can get this going, I'll be making a good 10$/hour for the next four years. Not good, but after those four years, it's KWADROOPIEDALED!!11. Wish me luck, blog readers.

2007-06-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

I don't need to talk to you, I've bowed to you every day.
You should stop talking now, but with two faces, how could anyone shut you up?

"My Mind is ls Laughing at Me"

2007-06-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

I was all alone today, so I decided to sing. Not the usual sing whatever whenever, This was serious practice. I recorded myself singing "Did My Time" by Korn, and trying not to sound like a conceited bastard, I'm a good metal singer :D. If I'm ever confident enough, I'll put it on the internet for you to hear.

Something very very very deep that I wrote and everyone should try to read into it because it might mean something that would make me cool, dude.

2007-06-14T03:13:00.000-07:00

People in my age group don't really have anything to say. Let's just quote songs and not give any credit to the author. Sound good? Good.

Too cool for otherblogthings.

2007-05-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

After a long time procrastinating, I decided that posting something would do me good, in some way, however it may be.

This was originally going to be a blog about things, but then I came to my senses. Why? Who would read it? What's the point? And the biggest one of all; what do I have to say? I'll answer the last question with a big "nothing".

My mom presented a nice job opportunity with Cingular/AT&T to me the other day that could have turned my life around. It was a summer internship at a Cingular Wireless store that could have lead to a career with the company if they liked your performance. So I call the 1-800 thing to find out more (While I was on hold, I listen through Reload by Metallica until halfway through Unforgiven 2) and tell the person that answerd where I live, my age, my background, all sorts of stuff that is unnecessary because of what he tells me next, "Okay the two closest locations that are offering this position are in Lodi, and on East Bidwell in Folsom". I would think that piece of information is one of the first things they tell the inquiring person. The one in Lodi is out of the question, but East Bidwell, I had to see for myself, and I did. When I got home an hour and a half later, the answer was easy, NAH.

Photoshop is a wonderful tool, with the power to create beautiful things, and provoke anger three seconds later. I'm practicing Vectors and using my friend Leah's face for my model without her permission. o da well.

My next blog will be depressing, because I am.